30° to the right - june 1999

it's tearing me apart
i can't have you
i love you so much
you're so beautiful
we could make love; have baby
live in house, be a family
watch the stars together
drive and drive
camp in the mountains
see sunsets
my god i must passionately kiss you
hold you so tight to my chest
love you so much
want you so deeply
why oh why must you be so far away?
my love for you strengthens day by day

-katrina kidwell johnson