eric (post xmas 04) i can't draw well enough to illustrate the pictures that he shows me in my head __he is alive in time__ he always holds me close _my closest friend_ like the first night we met when i am hurt too much these days to even open my eyes because i cry He softly speaks to me of friendship and love, and laughs inside my heart. He never fails to warm me _like a fire in the coldest dark. --Katrina Kidwell Johnson