indeedy,

yes, it's 12:44 AM and I am a 
whirling physical thing comprised of
dextromethorphan, emotions, confusion
my eyes burn because of tears I love
nathan so much but has somebody died
because I am/was crying so hard my
body shook face hurt and the CD
just now started to play I have to
go sit on the toilet.  Maybe now we
know what it means to work in a 
bookstore or live in a Quonset Hut.
black doves caress my very true love for
	Nathan William Reynolds because you
know I love...
	who'se who and talking heads telling
you insane talking heads going insane
the ignorant people in large numbers spin
me into a raspberry swirl I am still
not sober it's been like 36 hours
since the sunset of White night I kept
saying "I love you." and that was a 
forgiveable sin gasps stutters truth 
honest songs  photograph  grand canyon
squirrels grandma tucson benson Rene
anal retentiveness no abnormalities but
may have developed a superiority complex.

katrina kidwell johnson Dec 1998