^ I will take a moment to bitch ^ some can, some can't i will say that i know some who can't come to say they know what they say i will say they don't know what they accuse me of, today. i know, they donno what i am talkin about. and now i will go so far as to say that i hate when they say i can't be good i can't be a good person, can't be smart i'm bullshitting about my IQ, eh? "i don't care what your IQ is, or what your experience is, SHOW ME YOUR GODDAMN DIPLOMA, EH? SHOW ME YOUR DOCTORATE?" O no, motherfuckers can argue amongst themselves about how foolish I am which i am not. i know just what i'm doing when i'm feelin beautiful.... i know just what i'm feelin when i dunno whats on my mind i know how i'm affected when this mind is made of mind and made of of divine.. i know cause they've been a victim, a victim, a victim.. they've been a victim of the trip they say you're mileage will vary when you go on them trips and boy, o boy, are they right i'll say their mileage was negative and they overfed what they could handle i'll say they couldn't handle their revelations i'll say they weren't meant for these situations but then again i am just fine where i'm at haven't been there since before halloween but i will return to the lovely plateau that rises so high above that dangerous trip that just might try to kill you the trip that just might make you feel like you might wanna die because they know they can make you cry as i cry because i'm not a fool and why oh why am i being compared..... when they say that your mileage may vary, they're right but what is so wrong with finding peace in something experimental what is so wrong with writing songs what is so wrong with drawing these lovely things what is so wrong with being? "Oh you're so fulla shit, you old girl, little girl, young girl, no lady" "What is this? You say your foolishness is remotely connected to creativity?" "Why can't you do this without drugs? Why can't be a _better person_?" Well scuse me but when was I a failure anyway? And in whose eyes? Well scuse me, but I think I'm somebody else Excuse me, but you know I am myself, nothing to prove, no need to argue.. Scuse me, ma'am, sir, but my creativity is my business And I am not foolish to choose to explore my inner self in ways that one ordinarily cannot. I am not foolish to experience this beauty, and to write songs and poetry. I am not foolish to dream whilst awake.. And all I can say is that you're foolish, assuming that your stance is forever right. because I am well aware of what I am doing. And they say awareness is the opposite of ignorance. And I say that my awareness makes foolishness nonexistent. Oh fuck this rant has gone quite boring, You wouldn't even know this was a song about how much I hate people so deluded by media and government, That they wouldn't even begin to realize my connections to great theoretical physicists, philosophers, creators.. Just go fucking assume what you will, I no longer wish to waste my time supporting myself needlessly when I could just as easily be creating a song. or a drawing. or art of any sort. katrinakidwelljohnsonbuddha. don't even go there about the buddha.