of Halloween
01/2000

I have felt the feeling
Genuine in meaning
of bleeding
While I scream inside
	"When will it end"
But I just leave my body
And feel no pain
	but only for a day.

Later- I cry
  Dry tears of
Confusion hatred
  he plays "Polly" on the guitar as
I supposedly let him go
  Say things I mean
But do I really let him go?
Could anyone forgive and forget 
	this atrocity?

Still, he is damned by me.

©2000 Katrina Kidwell Johnson