Secret Pain - April 27th, 1998 

pain pours from my unraveled heart
he loved me and forgot me and it tore me apart
the man of perfection was only a lark
i showed him true beauty and he showed me the dark
inseperable but now unjust
i thought you loved me but hide now, you must
no girl can be hurt without wanting revenge
my soul begs to come and avenge
you bury me now in your trembling dirt
but i cry out, resurrected, and hurt
you can't hide me from your past
you can't hide me from the questions being asked
you can't do this, you can not
not after all this love we sought
but now all the feeling is shot
all this pain and hatred you've brought
but still, left in me is the desire i've got
i want to remain in your arms for eternity
with you, i beg to be lost at sea
i beg forgiveness.. beg love.. beg to rule in the abyss above

		Katrina Kidwell Johnson